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Unsignificant 17??


Isnt it funny how fast 17 years can go. When you think about now u think 5 or even one year is forever away like it will never come. Then you realize wow i am getting old! You begin to think how long you have been on the earth and it seems like you have not been here that long then you look back and think wow was i really once 5 or 6? And you begin to miss those days. I think back to when i used to be little and i really begin to understand...why cant we understand sooner what it means to enjoy the time you have? Those memories become most precious to you beyond any treasure there is. You really begin to treasure and come to a better understanding of time.

It seems that with every year you get older they become more unsignificant each year. My question is why? shouldnt it be the other way around? It means you have been on this earth each year a little longer and even more to celibrate. So why is it after you are about 12 every thing seems to go down hill? They always say you should celibrate life and always talking about how you need to enjoy life while your still young? Why then are we having the constint oppisite infourced? Life is supposed to be enjoyed. So why is it so important to say to a child you are to old to do that? When if they think they can do it let them? Arent birthdays supposed to celibrate each year you have been on the earth? Then why is it, that it seems we celibrate how old we are?

With my 17 b-day looming up on tuesday i wonder what will happen? What will be celibrated? Or will it? It should be a exciteing day, but then why do we dread it? I just hope that it goes well that what supposed to be celibrated is.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!..... or ??